I feel so obnoxiously idiotic. I mean, art and school are pretty much my only "talents", and I'm spiraling into a oblivion-like dead end at both. My grades are slipping, and I can't seem to get enough time to work on my art (as opposed to just doodling crap), I feel like I'm not getting enough sleep, but I go to bed relatively early....
And the only reason I fell like an ass saying this is because I have really high standards, and when I start complaining to other people, they say, "Well, it's better than I'm doing," or, "it's over average," or the coup de grace--"but you're so good at it. I can't see anything wrong"...and I get really mad because I feel like I'm just being really stuck-up.
Dammit, dammit, dammit! Argh!!!!